See, I don’t know why in the world I’d write about this in here, but I guess I need to vent… so here I am stuck in the middle of a one-way street. So much has happened in the last two years that it feels like five years have passed… most of it were good things but some, I swear to you… are driving me insane! It’s been hard these days, to have the strength I need to carry on.
And then I look around and see that many like me, are in the same situation, where the only way out is to turn your back to all you’ve worked for so far, and who’s to say we have to give up our dreams because of randomness people do?
All this rambling on goes to show, especially myself, how much I want this… because if it was any other piece of paper in the world, I’d say: No, but thanks!
Anyway, in this no exit street, I just need to choose which road I want to travel for the time I have left in this, so maybe in a month or so, I’ll come back with an update of my mind, this being I still have one…
And then I look around and see that many like me, are in the same situation, where the only way out is to turn your back to all you’ve worked for so far, and who’s to say we have to give up our dreams because of randomness people do?
All this rambling on goes to show, especially myself, how much I want this… because if it was any other piece of paper in the world, I’d say: No, but thanks!
Anyway, in this no exit street, I just need to choose which road I want to travel for the time I have left in this, so maybe in a month or so, I’ll come back with an update of my mind, this being I still have one…
when I began to write this blog, I was in the very beginning of a journey…now it’s coming to an end soon and although it’s been a heck of a ride, I can’t wait to slow down and stop this train… to finally step in land.
Oh Canada!
Oh Canada!
