Sunday, May 2, 2010

Whose hand is it anyway?

So, after a whole day lying on the bed, sick and feeling yucky, here I am back again. It’s good to know I have real friends, that will be there for me regardless, some more than others, but still, they’ll be here for me when I need them to. When you live away from so called “home”, you have to learn to do things yourself and be more independent and tough it up. We all do, eventually, learn how to do that, but it’s still comforting to have good friends to help you through.

Now, I am not sure where my life stands at the moment, I am literally living day by day and trying to be positive about the days to come, my plans seem to unravel by themselves, with only the help of my thoughts and whoever hands they’re in. In my case, God. But eh, that’s just me!

Things once looked so complicated and with no way out, all of the sudden become either irrelevant or an opportunity way to go. I, of course, am half way there to my first plan in life, I am already living it, and taking all that I can with me, trying, knocking, kicking, until there’s a way… I feel this year is a good one, and as much nonsense all this babbling means to you on the other side, for me it is all so clear.

Life’s a big and beautiful scout’s knot! You gotta try to find the best way and go through the hoops without letting it tangle you, even if sometimes you stumble, there will always, and no doubt about it, a thread for you to hang on to, either it’s a friend, a song, a city, a goal, just hang on tight, as F. once said, it is indeed a bumpy ride!
If you think I blab, oh friend, try this one!