Friday, July 30, 2010

It feels like HOME?

You never know what will trigger it, that’s the truth. Not even knowing it’s there asleep ready to burst anytime, come to surface and bring you tears. What? Well today the homey feeling brought up lots of things on me. Being around love, even if just for a while made me want to expel it, understandable when you don’t want to face it.

Don’t know what to say or if I am making any sense, but all this heat around me and the presence of some people I care about made me sad. How weird is that? I really can’t grasp what is that happened. But I am pretty sure I know where it’s all coming from.
Being that I been having a quite overwhelming week with expectations being raised by no one other than myself, and trying hard to hang on… all of the sudden being in a comfortable and home place made me miss it so much I wanted to leave.

This past couples months have been nothing short than amazing! Lots of things I only really dreamed about came to reality and I am still trying to touch the ground, with that, I know pretty soon the real deal will come knocking on my door, and although I know it will be alright, part of me want it to be summer forever, but truth is…I do miss the rain. Reason why I runaway from where I feel good, without having reasons.

Yeah, break the puzzle on that if you must.